我好想你

开了灯 眼前的模样
偌大的房 寂寞的床
关了灯 全都一个样
心里的伤 无法分享

生命
随年月流去 随白发老去
随着你离去 快乐渺无音讯
随往事淡去 随梦境睡去
随麻痹的心逐渐远去

我好想你 好想你 却不露痕迹
我还踮着脚思念 我还任记忆盘旋
我还闭着眼流泪 我还装作无所谓

我好想你 好想你 却欺骗自己

对爱渴望

條件都已放寬 精采又怎樣
愛情的使用量 盡量 減半
睡得太晚 夢太頻繁
別來煩 幫個忙
獨自呢喃 天都快亮 又回想

無盡無盡的夜晚 不打烊的小酒館
沒有人急著回家 沒有人想各自回家
無盡無盡的夜晚 愛在舌尖上打轉
測試他對我有 多瘋狂 原來只是精神上
對愛渴望 那麼嚮往 那麼困難

早適應了孤單 孤單不怎樣
愛人的使用量 盡量 健康
睡得太晚 夢太頻繁
別來煩 幫個忙
獨自呢喃 天都快亮 又回想

無盡無盡的夜晚 不打烊的小酒館
沒有人急著回家 沒有人想各自回家
無盡無盡的夜晚 愛在舌尖上打轉
測試他對我有 多瘋狂 原來只是形式上
對愛渴望 那麼嚮往 那麼困難
對愛渴望 對愛渴望 那麼嚮往 那麼困難
對愛渴望 對愛渴望

修炼爱情

别人有的爱,
我们不可能模仿.

修炼爱情.

我还想她

别告诉她..

我还想她...

不论她在多远..

想你的夜

胡闹

害怕寂寞,
因此选择,
胡闹.

PA

Screwed up my PA, as usual. Failure. At the moment I got back the paper, I was not dare to look at the marks. It''s an abnormal phenomenon because I use to be a confident person, student and teacher. But I really dont have the confidence in PA. I dont like the subject. I tried hard to make myself to study PA but it failed. PA toppled me.

My science and maths are ok. But sadly, 1 failure is enough to drag me down to the pit. "Come on ! It is only a monthly test! Take it easy la" This was what I heard from my friends. It slightly comforted me but I think we should face the music - monthly test reflects your performance in real exam.

I keep asking my friends, "Why should we study PA?" The answer is obvious. I live in Malaysia. I pursue STPM.

The students in STPM have restricted options. We must study PA.

I cant see the point of studying PA as an exam subject. We should know all the policies and national structures, but should they appear in our exam paper? I dont think anyone will remember the "facts" after the test.

Fail education system.

Back to my exam paper, I had my graph perfectly plotted. Sadly, I left out a "MALAYSIA : " in the title. Straight away, 8/20. Is it fair?

The answers are all scheme-based. Out of the scheme, out you go. I thought Pengajian Am should be a flexible subject. Sorrowfully, I was wrong. Your answers must follow bulat-bulat as what was printed on the scheme. Even if your answers are right, if it's not in the scheme = TIDAK RELEVAN (0 marks)

Does a doctor require PA knowledge? Does an engineer require PA knowledge? 

I cant see the point of studying PA.

I can blame no one. I can only blame myself because some of my friends did really well in the exam. I admit that I did not put my fullest effort in PA. I deserve it.


It appears to be my biggest challenge in Form 6. I must face it myself. No one can help me, except myself.

How am I going to help myself?